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Honestly I don’t know what to say or how to feel about this ending it feels unsatisfying/bittersweet for sure and depressing. especially after it’s revealed J never loved M he always loved his mentor till the end and just wanted to someone to destroy him to be set free, and M after all those years didn’t even really “win”, J had his heart till he was destroyed by him and the cycle repeats itself.
All though even with all that said this is probably the best bl I’ve ever read