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Stressing to read but I understood everything, though the seme was kinda ( really ) fck in the head, he was a good seme ( I understood the reason why he kidnapped the uke but still it baffles me ).
I cried while reading it, not many will understand everything. For those hate comments, you guys probably didn't look and analyze everything, come at me I don't care, I love them both. Their past, the stress, the love, the misunderstanding, the denial, the plot, the revenge, the hate, I get it. ( IT WAS VERY STRESSING!! But I managed anyway. )
Everything was good, it made me anxious every time I read it, because there's foreshadowing every chapter. I'm glad to see them happy though. The fact that the meaning of their kisses was highlighted along with the coming home because the seme ( though he had a big ass house, it wasn't exactly home. ) I love how the seme finally had someone he could call home, and the uke finally having someone he could relay on.
A good yet stressing read, for those who didn't like it I respect your decisions but for me, this shit is amazing. How the uke left him, how it was portrayed and I understood how it was shown ( when he was kidnapped and they had seggs if you can even call that a seggs ). Loving isn't all that sparkles and shits you know, I love how the uke's inner monologue, how he wanted to not like/love the seme but he can't control what he feels and that is love. Accepting his everything, his flaws, insecurities, and fears.
If the readers wanted fluff then this isn't for you I swear () though if you're looking for a good read yet stressing at the same time then this is for you I guess. People says it's trash but I say it's masterpiece. Loving someone despite their fcked up brain and things they do is real and it happens to real people. Loving someone blinds someone.
The seme had reasons to why he did such things, he did it for the uke, though it's not the right way but I understand seeing how awful his past is ( I hate that bitch chairman and his stupid son, I'm glad the girl paralyzed his lower part<3 ).
Anyway, I love this story. The hidden meanings of everything made me cry so hard ( especially when seme lets go of uke when he isolated him so he could not see the scandals that will surely ruin his mentality, when the seme handcuffs them both but left with him only one left with it made me sob, it showed how he set free the uke yet he himself stayed locked. For me it showed how he'll stay and he did, the seme did everything for the uke even if it means fcking up his revenge. He regretted everything because he knew what he's doing was wrong yet he still did it if it means protecting his beloved. )