So what if you feel like an outcast! You have still different situations and you don't give a fuck about others! Mind yo business! Don't make yourself relevant to this story by saying "i dont think i can support you yada yada" you're neglected? But it's not an excuse to be homophobic. Idk girl, since you felt to be an outcast, should you be more supportive of people like them that is not within the (that village) society's norm?!
Here's the link to Miss Ruby's novel translation
https://rubymaybetranslations.com/2024/04/15/forget-my-husband-ill-go-make-money-chapter-338/
He dreamt of building a house with his future family with potato in it and I guess dreams do really come true... Matthew became his lover and his one and only family