I like this story but how could she...only when died 7 times that now realize she's stupid? ( ̄∇ ̄")
Read more carefully. That's clearly not what it's saying. She was amazed at how easily she took her family out. That's it. Holding onto hope is obviously not 's*****' either. Since your family loving you is one of a person's most basic needs. Just because I have parents who love me doesn't mean I'm going to begrudge someone else wanting the same thing when they don't have it. Gabdab.
the author need to fix this kind of character
No I think this is how her development should be she got out of a bad relationship the influenced her badly now she's building herself to be more confident