I decided to drop it......not because I hate this manga but because it's just not good for my heart....I shouldn't stress my heart so much bc of it.....I will come back and read it when its done....and I will first read the end before I start all over bc I know what it will do to me. Have a wonderful and stressful year guys(its a great dramatic interesting manga by the way....just isn't good for the heart).
Honestly no matter how I see it they were both hurt....the FL was hurt by responsibilities and emotions she never got to fully understand or learn how to manage....the ML was hurt by her words and you can tell his character is a formation of his family standards and the harsh environment he had been forced into (imagine going to war at such a early age, and having to protect your life, power, and everything really from your toxic as family)....how can I blame any of them when they are just trying their best....(I'm glad she made a friend with that guy....although I dont think he sees her like that)...I'm rooting for the FL and ML bc I believe they deserve to be happy together.(oh and the son too...he should find someone he loves and not that toxic ass manipulate girl)....it will take a while but they will get there!
While I'm glad she wants to know what's going on....her naivety and lack of caution is bothering me....for someone who wants to live she has been taking quite some dangerous steps. Plus I really wish she could actually remember something that can help her instead of only remembering things that makes her get scared or over speculate.
All I gotta say......is that I stan this couple!