this is so random but if anyone wants to feel things when they feel numb i recommend reading these mangas because they give off indie type of movies vibes that i actually felt overwhelmed:
- Kimi no yoru ni fureru
- Hanbun Ageru
- Nemuri Otoko to Koi Otoko
- Sonna ni Iu Nara Daiteyaru
- Slow Life Everyday
- Smoke Blue no Ame Nochi Hare
- Far from Romance
- Naked Color
- Black or White
- Neon Sign Amber
he's getting the karma he deserves