im a frenchfrie

Okay guys i read this yaoi a very long time ago and i can't find it, it was heavily full of drugs, abuse toxic relationships, what i remember:
the uke was poor a dude at his school decided to help him but he turned out to be very toxic and got him involved in drugs
at the very end the uke got beaten up by the obsessive dude that i mentioned.

Please don't ever scare meee like that what's up yall oh how ive missed you