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- Genres: Yaoi / Adult / Mature / one shot
Idk why I delude myself into reading this all over again every few months hoping for a better ending, I still remember the days where the comment section was always a heated battle
Lord I'm only here for the baby and pregnancy belly can we wrap this up and get to that part
HE EXPLAINED THE EQUATION WRONG, TO FACTOR YOU GOTTA TUEN IT INTO FACTORED FORM FIRST ITS CURRENTLY IN VERTEX FORM SO YOU GOTTA USE THE BOX METHOD THEN SOLVE FROM THERE
Binged this and now I want more. OG MY GAWDDD WHYSJWNEJWJ CAN SOMEONE RECOMMEND ME SMTH SIMILAR PLEASW
I wouldn't say that the Emperor is a pedophile, but he most certainly groomed Asha. While grooming is mostly associated with adult-minor dynamics, it can still occur peer-to-peer when a power imbalance is in play. Just because we stan the characters doesn’t mean we should condone this behavior. Fictional or not, what Kiel is doing to Asha goes beyond acceptable moral standards. He is more possessive than protective, as he wants to own Asha—this was evident in the chapters showing their childhood (he literally kidnapped him).
Yes, it’s somewhat romantic how he wants to create a law just so they can get married, but we have to acknowledge that what the Emperor is doing is toxic, manipulative, and extremely coercive to some degree. Not to say that other characters aren’t toxic (ex. Alicia), but this is just my TED Talk. Of course, no one has to agree with me.
However, I really hope this isn’t the type of story where Asha lets all of this slide in the name of romance once he finds out. Truthfully, I feel like the story would unfold better if he confronted the emperor once finding everything out. Plus, I feel as though Asha needs time to assess his feelings without outer influences before he decides if he wants to be with the Emperor or not. That way we can know if he truly loves him despite everything he's done. Overall, while I enjoy the story, I can’t support the ML’s actions because doing so would be unethical.
Wait.. how old exactly was the mc when he was with his first love, i feel like they're purposely omitting that part. Chap 1 said middle school and highschool so.. grooming???
You don't know how much i love those corny wattpad stories and to see it in bl?? Omgg it's like a birthday gift, I need to know how this ends or I'm gonna go insane
BEWARE THESE R HUGE MEGA INSANE SPOILERS
these spoilers include description of rape/SA please kindly leave if these subjects disturb you in any way.
brief recap + info:
some of yall might of guessed it: its the 2nd life of both mc and ml.
ML remembers everything except MC doesnt at all, although he has nightmares of his first life.
to add: I noticed manhwa chaps and novels chaps r almost the same (ex: ch 1 manhwa = ch 1 novel)
ok lets start; (im only talking about important details)
When does the 1st life storytime start?: around chaps 72-73
Whats happening after ch 41 in the manhwa? (upcoming updates):
MC learns about how to make perfume for a few chaps. ML offers MC a whole new perfume company for him under his own name: Sejin, and decides to make MC the ceo of the company. MC meets the employees, have dinner w them, etc.. (theres gonna be 1 sex scene after the dinner w the employees) MC receives the news that his father has been arrested for tax invasion and so on. MC realized that it was ML's doing that his family/haeshin coop. was going down. MC felt devasted bc it was his family but ML did it because MC was being mistreated w his own family and gaslighted by his dad to keep working for him so for MC's sake he exposed them. ML got help from MC's secretary btw. ML's precise reasoning: “In my eyes, they were abusers, but to you, they were the only family you had.”
1-2 chaps later, they have sex again but this time MC asked ML to imprint him since ML was the only one left for MC after the whole family situation, but at the end ML didnt imprint him. MC kind of displeased by this situation, stopped sleeping in ML's room and even kind of stopped talking to him bc ML was the one who cut ties w mc's family and now he was alone but ML refused to imprint him? After a f ew talks, they started talking A BIT ONLY again. ML's grandfather died and his brother also disappeared. MC decided to join the funeral with ML since he wanted to fix things at the same time after what happened w the imprinting situation. (btw this funeral is like 2 days long or smt) During a meal, while they were drinking, ML told MC about his side and how he felt and how he liked MC and he didnt want this to be a contracted marriage and also that MC should be the one to decide if they should date or not. Basically he didnt want to force MC to date him or to be in any forced relationship and do whatever was right for MC. After all that and when they came back home, ML got his rut and they almost had sex. ML ate sleeping pills + inhibitors and said this before he went to sleep: “… … You died before my eyes.” which made MC obviously confused. After that rut, ML decame awfully distant with MC BUT at the same time, MC started opening up abt his insomnia and other issues. Later on, MC finally launched his perfume company but ML never showed up to the opening ceremony. ML started avoiding MC by coming home late often too. Until one day ML told MC to end the marriage and that MC should leave whenever he wanted to. MC was completely dumbfounded and confused bc ML said a few days earlier how he liked him but now he said to leave? He felt betrayed. MC hurried to the study where ML was mid way through packinh/ getting ready to leave, and yells at ML how wrong he was to say that and why he said that. He questionned everything and finally yells ''do u think ill die infront of you?'' (MC doesnt know the context and just repeated what ML said during his rut out of anger) and starts yelling even more and questionned how weird it was for ML to get his heat cycles right everytime and every odd coincidence and if he was ever honest w him. He felt like a pet and an object: he was taken care of but he didnt know anything abt ML at all. ML felt like he didnt hv the right to date MC bc of what hes done (view 2nd paragraph) thats why he wanted MC to leave him (this was not mentionned btw) MC begged ML to let him stay w him and ML finally gave him and they had sex and he finally imprinted him: 1st life memories came flooded in in MC's mind. - 1st life storyline starts-
1st life summary: starts with storytime of MC and how he was adopted by his current father: MC left his abusive parents and clinged on a random rich person which happened to be Haeshin's CEO aka his adoptive dad. MC was later arranged a marriage with ML. ML did not really give a fuck about MC at all tbh: he was awfully dry and only thought of it as a contract. During MC's first heat, he just kinda ignored him, 2ND heat they fucked bc MC asked him to, but keep it mind ML was awfully rude/rough in bed (legit no foreplay+he bled) Later on, both MC and ML started being kind to eachother: they would eat together, greet eachother in the mornings, etc.. MC was FRAMED by his whole family for tax invasion and was sent to prison but luckily ML bought him out of it. Basically MC's family used him so Haeshin company would not get caught in those problems. Basically after he got out of prison, bc of ML, his family totally cut him off. !!! MC was asked to steal a document in Ml's study which MC obviously did for his father way before he was framed by his family since father was like yk how i raised u blah blah.
This sadly was the reason both MC and ML grew apart. While MC and ML were starting to like each other and even having comforting sex, ML felt absolutely betrayed by MC for not being honest earlier about stealing the files and MC couldve even come up with a reason and straihht up told ML he stole it for his own good. ML started ignoring MC around house and it detoriated MC's mental/physical health since he craved love and attention; he starved himself too. One day ML came home drunk and MC begged on his knees to not ignore him and give him another chance and how hed do ANYTHING for ML to forgive him (MC's family alr left him so if ML leaves him, he'll be all alone and he was scared of that) ML forcefully made MC to blowjob him and even told him to act like a prostitute if he wanted to be forgiven. MC throat was swelled up for a few days due to this incident. Meanwhile ML was at a funeral, MC went into heat again but this time ML's brother also randomly came and RAPED the shit out of MC (ch 86) it was disturbely written. MC who got so fucked up after the rape, called his secretary and asked him to pick him up to leave cause he was finally done w this place. ML went to MC's house and noticed how bruised MC looked like and demanded who did that to him, but obviously MC being fed up with the whole situation just told ML he slept w his brother (didnt say it was rape at all) ML being mad, he rapes MC and forcefully imprints him w pain (ugh it was so hard to read that part). Later on, the Moment where MC wakes up from all the sex w ML, hes been brought to ML's mansion again. THIS time he was confined: he can only sleep in ML's bed and if he wanted to leave to another room, he needed his bodyguard to follow him. (its been several months from the raping incident too) MC would starve himself and just felt depressed the whole time. Until the doctor told him he was pregnant: MC didnt know whos child it was; ML's or ML's brother. MC finally had enough and didnt want to give birth to a successor, he went to ML's study and kills himself.
after imprint (2nd life/present): MC still decided to leave ML. ''If you were going to let me know about such painful emotions, you shouldn't have imprinted on me. If you knew that emotions are so contagious, you should have been a little more careful.'' and ended the marriage and left w a suitcase. 3 months have passed and ML decides tomake a random contract/proejct in order to meet w MC bc he missed him dearly. Bc of the contract between MC’s perfume company and ML’s company, they met up every single day in MC’s office (ML wanted to do this for 3 weeks straight since he missed MC sm). After their contract/project which took like a week or so, ML and MC left together and had sex after a company dinner. They had sex bc MC’s heat and ML’s rut aligned bc they eere both imprinted/bonded whatever u call it
OK I ONLY READ TILL 92 SORRY POOKIES! ill update when i finish the novel:3
sorry for bad english btw （￣へ￣）i mostly speak french
ANYWAYS please lmk any questions or precisions in my answer:3
Thank God I'm not alone on this omg! Even with the tiny bits of information given, I was like, "Isn't it obvious the husband loved his wife and went mad after her death?" Not to mention, the MC already stated the potential reasons she could have died. If she was depressed, she could have killed herself; from the maid's behavior, it seems she wasn't eating, so she could have starved to death, etc. The husband's behavior toward the saintess could be explained by desperation. I imagine the husband tried to use the saintess's powers to bring his dead wife back to life but was eventually killed due to his problematic actions, and his last words were clearly his last wishes towards his wife.
Can we as a society agree that not all stories have to be this deep intricate plot with super complex characters, the story is fast paced but isn't that confusing tbh and is honestly purely entertaining purposes, it's the classic story of two lovers having to overcome challenges, first was they themselves, then the father, now the uncle.
And can I just say usually in these types of stories the mc would be this innocent naive and gullible person? But no instead we see himnas someone who's actually suffering and trying to live despite it, he's strong and is willing to face things head on and we can see that through his choices weather it's the right one or not
The only thing that makes sense in this story is the mc mental health, cause no way he lived with an abusive mother and went through all that with his fake half step brother then come to find out he's been groomed by his uncle?? Holy shit i better not cause none of yall calling him weak this is the strongest mc I've ever met, mentally he is unbeatable
Aresh is so controlling that I literally ship seiichirou and the prime minister more
Yada Yada Yada shows his true colors, becomes pregnant, runs away, I'm only here for the mpreg and baby can we get a move on already