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Would it kill you to simply contact him? I know, it would be f** awkward, but if you cannot let go... I mean, the best for you (imho) is to let it go, in one way or another. f.e. you can write him a letter and hide it for next 10(0) years, or (if you're brave enough!) send it to him (I do believe you can find him on fb, or that you know his addre......

OK, so the simplest way would be to ask him directly. It would be awkward and frightening, but it would clear things up. Try connecting to him through facebook and make an arrangement to meet personally. It would also be better if you would contact him sooner since this thing has been bugging you for a long time. Tell him that you would want to a......