I have a feeling that the main seme is going to suicide.. oh man.
Still, after more than a year, I can't still find anywhere that suggests that he's going to suicide. I remember that he mentioned that he'll at least wait for another 4 years for Zhishu to come back (like what Zhishu did for him) and asking if what if he can't wait anymore and what should he do after that. Is this the part? Because I actually interpreted it as if he's asking if he can love another person after that time, as I pretty much hated all of Wenxu's being from the very start of the manhua/novel (which may have clouded my judgement for that kinda open ending) for him.
Holy shit this has so much potential I’m so excited for the next update even more than i am excited for my newborns first words
last updated in 2020… its joever.