
honestly I'm really annoyed about this and I could write a whole paragraph abt it but imagine being told by ur wife that she came back after being gang raped frequently and seeing her brother die in front of her face in her last life and the only reaction is "it's not possible to rewind time"....... like I'm more compassionate to my friend's dreams than this mf is to his wife's struggles

spoiler (??) b/c I wanted to know about the ml so bad
I haven't read anything other than ch102 so what I've read might be out of context
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from what I see, it seems like fl hates crown prince (and wants revenge against him) bc he's killed her sm times. i think the ml might be a knight named ray???? not sure but seems like it because they're holding hands at the end of the chapter
if dietrich's fake memories were actually memories from their past lives, then I think that bastard is our ml in the past? where she's calling him a bastard bc she's mad that he quit his job as a knight which made it unable for her to marry him. and the brother is "the other" who prevented our fl and ml from being together and banished dietrich to barren lands :(
The bastard was the brother and the so called lover was the ml