JOCKSTRAP but also I love seeing a glimpse of Brettās POV even if itās nothing too substantial. Hayden in his view is very scary lemme just say and cold too with his responses/texts but give the fact heās going buckwild in his rut, I can see why. Also love that Brett needed dick so bad he didnāt even bother changing after the airport I canāt, in the rain too.
Slowish chapter but am excited for the next lol, the author really knows how to make suspense with all this edging sheās done. Also the callbacks are just so tastefully done. I love the Brett and alcohol symbolism/motif. How theyāre both Haydenās firsts so to say and kind of a corrupting force in a sense, but at the same time alcohol is known to loosen people up and make things fun, which you can say is what Brett is to Hayden somewhat. The whole āburning down your throatā callback is mwah, chefs kiss.
I want to know so bad about Haydenās dream, I feel like thereās so much you can take from it. From Hayden being on a stage with the stage lights shining on him to Brett being the only one watching, not even mentioning the blurred out words. Itās such an interesting dream knowing that Hayden has no interest in being an actor, but in a way plays the role Brett puts him in. Itās fascinating that this is what his subconscious brings up espc since this is a rut induced dream. I really canāt figure out the deeper meaning to it tho, Iām stuck even so, this chapter is a lot of Haydenās psyche which I enjoy even if it is very subtle
But on a less nerdy side of things, god Brett is so cute even when he looks incredibly fucked up by Hayden LMAO I love his attitude even after he had been brutalized lol. Also I hope Hayden knows how to clean well bc his house would fucking STINK i would not want to enter after his rut must be a pain to get out of the couch
I really really really want a time skip arc so bad like smtn bad happens after they fuck and it leaves them on bad terms or jahid runs away and the other dude becomes obsessed or whatever and theyāre enemies or smtn bc I need more drama, call me basic. But I wouldnāt mind if itās fluffy I just want jahid to fulfill the dragons wishes all the way (I also donāt want this to end fast )
I hope after the heat Jahid leaves in a way that doesn't seat well with the knight(forgot his name) but for Jahid he thought it was fine to just dip out after, and the knight becomes/started obsessing over him and starts looking for him creating some drama just to lure Jahid back (ie. Using the nobles who have all the relics to come all together to gather, shi* like that)
I love the sisters we need more sister rep in BL smh