hi guys I really need some help looking for this BL, I forgot the main plot but what I know is that it's an omegaverse, with a blonde as the alpha top. he had a son with his omega lover(which he didnt know about). it also has a mafia *plot* to it. also, the blonde top got into heat and kinda forced the bot to have seggs...my memory's kinda blurry :< anyways i appreciate if someone helps me remember T-T
maybe this?
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/dear_benjamin/
tho it was dropped from the author sadly
wtf just happened... I don't wanna read this again. It's beautiful, but no.. I can't sleep tonight. I hate how they didnt deserve their own happiness together. I don't get it. I have to read it again but I'm too scared.