
Oh my fucking god I can't believe I didn't realize this before. In ch4 on page 13 the fucking panels show alien stuff happening but it also shows in the darker ones what actually is happening instead of Riku trying to emotionally block it out and cover up how he was raped. Like it had both his visions of aliens and then guys with masks on their face raping him and holding him down on the grass. I'm so fucking done goddammit that one hit me so hard on the feels
There are pages missing :c first chapter had a scene with seme taking uke up to the hotel room but those are all gone and now it just feels like a random cut to sex!!