It’s completely understandable that it will take some time for her to overcome her self-doubt.
I'm really appreciative of how this aspect is shown, because it shows the reality of many relationships. Individuals can often fall into the trap of negative self-perception, and even during good times, those feelings can linger, making self acceptance a challenge. Moreover, you have to consider that she is just a teenager!! at that age, her emotions are gonna be more fragile.
But I really do wonder what will happen in the next chapter and if she will finally realize things. I hope she does soon..┗( T﹏T )┛
God I’m literally gonna start feening for this story again it’s always so good