Bro HATES him and is petty as fuck. He probably got mad that Caesar tried to off himself and blamed Leewon
I don't know why but I genuinely feel sick seeing this. Something about this is so uncomfortable and sickenining. Maybe it's because he's betraying the person who's given him his entire life and soul? The person who he's using for his own self gratification? He also showered which means the intention the entire time was to have sexual relations with this individual.
He also was laughing so I guess this is normal for him. Whats ironic is he told the other boy not to do anything with anyone but proceeds to do this with someone else.
I guess....he doesn't feel anything towards him. (Albino)
I've never felt such discomfort reading a betrayal scene before......a very weird feeling.
Also to make a note, I understand the complexity of the relationship and essentially that the albino person does not owe him a relationship that's committed. Since that type of boundary has not been set and he does not view him in a romantic way. It's still disappointing in a sense to see this type of thing occur.
Finally a fucking BL that shows Rape in an actual way. Not that romanticized bullshit.
I always think about the fact the author thinks Ian is the worst out of all their characters. The more I read the story the more I understand why. Not only is he emotionally unavailable to Jo and playing a facade of being romantically involved without knowing what he wants. He's also trying to run after TJ who has explicitly given him multiple opportunities to achieve what Ian himself has always wanted (a normal life). Ian is a walking contradiction and someone so corrupted from his past that he fails to establish what he wants in life. Jo and Tj both have goals and aspirations in life while Ian tried to mold himself in whatever way fits. Whether it's to be TJs side piece OR Jo's fake lover, he's leading these two individuals on continuously. I feel as though he doesn't know what he wants and is dragging multiple people down in order to figure it out. Trauma can't always be used as an excuse but rather an explanation, it becomes inexcusable once it starts to harm other people.
I believe the wound bleeding and later becoming a scar is some amazing ass symbolism. It's like a mark and reminder of their relationship never being the same again.
I personally believe that everyone placing the entire blame on J.J are people who probably have been in Leo's position. I'm not saying J.J is perfect but this entire perspective that J.J never communicated how he felt is so flawed it's ridiculous and this chapter PROVES IT. Leo himself has stated J.J didn't want a vehicle but rather wanted to go on a trip with Leo. Instead of Leo respecting his wishes what did he do? Purchase a vehicle he CLEARLY stated he didn't want and when he said he couldn't go on a trip because people would recognize him HE LITERALLY had his friends call him asking to go to a local bar and he WENT. Leo has never done anything for his Boyfriend. Throughout the entire relationship he's prioritized himself and what he wanted. Whether it was taking photos when J.J said multiple times he didn't want to be photographed or when J.J didn't want to have sexual intercourse which happened in the beginning of the story he'd force him. J.J has been treated like crap the entire time. And Leo is 95% at fault for the downfall of their relationship. Everyone saying J.J should've communicated....HE DID AND LEO DIDNT LISTEN OR CARE.
I feel as though the author has a mixed relationship with Reo and his portrayal. I understand the perspective that the author uses him as a gag but I also don't think the author intends for him to be some humorous imagery completely, my reasoning is based off the other characters reactions. Almost 90% of the characters are genuinely terrified of Reo and have called him out on multiple occasions for his actions. The main characters as well have demonstrated realistic responses to assaults withstood whether it's urinating themselves or being triggered for several chapters. As much as I don't wanna admit it, characters like Reo exist in this world and Japan is known to be very dismissive of sexual assault which is why the reactions from characters are incredibly watered down at times. Moreover, this author is known to demonstrate all elements of sexual assault and it's true nature, whether it's in Yamamoto where he'll laugh off his assault and try to find humor in it or with this story as well where it's this consistent anxiety met with fear and a lack of resistance. Knowing this author and how they typically try to demonstrate all elements and reactions of victims of sexual Assault, I truly believe there is some depth to his character and his portrayal. Reo isnt a good person and even glorified himself despite all reactions and sadly, people like him exist in this world.
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It's mentioned in the precious chs how the doctor gave Mathew an Injection to get him off the high when he was drugged. He's using the same medicine for Jin.......he's not drugging him yall??
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