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ok so im a 17 years old female and idk like ive been thinking about my sexuality for quite some time now and for as long as i can remember i have identified as heterosexual,but lately ive been thinking that i dont 100% feel like that. so ive stumbled across the term asexuality. i never had a proper relationship (it doesnt count when youre 10 and all you did was text lmao) and im a virgin. i do have crushes but very rarely, especially in the past year i have had one teeny tiny crush on a guy for like a few weeks and that was it. and i do like physical affection but i feel like i dont want to have sex. but on the other hand i do get turned on by porn and masturbate.
so idk maybe i am traumatized by a past sexual assault by someone i trusted.
but maybe that's too much to assume since i have never actually TRIED it ? am i jumping to conclusions??? am i traumatized?? am i asexual??
share your thoughts if you want to :)