That ending was cheap as fuck? If they simply went their own ways it'd be one thing, but that hamfisted car accident that only existed to separate them is actually insane. You're telling me they both get put into the hospital, Jungkwon goes into a COMA, and Kangjin takes that as an opportunity to run away? He doesn't even say goodbye to Jungkwon? He just ditches him while he's unconscious for three weeks. That's actually fucking insane, especially considering that 100% isn't in character for him like at all. The hopeless romantic isn't going to say one last goodbye to the man he loved for like eight years? Really?
Like the way everything was drawn was just so perfect, there was such a strong feeling of angst that you could feel just from the illustrations. It was like you could feel the atmosphere. The author said in the S1 Q&A that the mood was something she really prioritized and man can you tell, it was great (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ
Correct me if I'm wrong but I swear I remember there being a small few panels that alluded to them having fucked once, and that's why Dylan was so skittish (beyond the abuse)? Or was that just visualizing Colton's fantasies? Or maybe was it just one of those brief flashbacks of Colton and Jinwoo that were littered throughout the story?
Like I swear those panels were there. Right? It was maybe like a panel or two, I think you couldn't see their faces but it looked like them from their bodies and hair. I could totally just be misremembering it for one of those flashbacks to the first time Colton and Jinwoo fucked though
When Baekdo thought Junseo might be doing all of this because he loved him, it really seemed like Baekdo was willing to accept the situation and deal with it because he was so desperate to be loved. Maybe then they could've become a bit more of a conventional "couple." But obviously not lmao it's a shame he simply just got mindbroken, hot fetish and all but idk I kinda liked the situation I described more. Something that really toes the line of Stockholm Syndrome but can't really be described as that would've been really interesting and unique
Anything close to stockholm syndrome is not happiness by this definition, nor are most situation sinse a "mind break" and accepting crumbles of what you really wanted or living in desilusion is more common than true happiness and some/most people prefer this kind of confort than risk having hope again..."mind break" is a state of reduced mental capability for survival....like religious people they have the mental capability to have empathy, to chose, to judge and think for themselves but they where conditioned or chose to not think or question and follow rules so they live in simply and by that comfortable state of mind....only themselves can say if they are feeling happy
By Uke point of view he willingly chose and wanted to believe in what he wanted to believe (that seme genuinely loved him and that if he follow the rules he would be loved and live comfortably) the final traw is that he acepted to lower himself for guilty
the victim thinking they were the ones in the wrong, that the predator understand them deeply, that they have a connection, that the predator loves them like no one could even when he saw the victim "unpleasant part" and that he actually suffered to "saved" them from the Wafull and shallow life outside where the victim could not reach truly happiness, and that everyone else "doesn't understand" and wants to separate them is Stockholm syndrome
But it's cute <33 he just wants to date you ლ(´ڡ`ლ)
And you had to use a slur?
yes the word retard is my autistic special interest
Slurs are not special interests lmfao dumbass fuck
How can they "not" be special interests if they already are mine? I love slurs. You can't take them away from me