??????? I actually fucking cried out loud, what's fucking wrong with author????? It hurts my emotions so fucking bad, still tears in my eyes. I wanna castrate all those scums.
He just came to the world to chase his love. Wtf did he do to deserve this???? It hurts so freaking bad. I am actually having emotional breakdown.
I am kinda happy that chip cheated since I somehow wished he'd do that. It literally gives me chest pain all over. Not that cheating is okay, but personally I can totally understand if my partner has neglected my feelings to that extent. I admit there is better way, such as communication, but can you really blame Chip when Lauren turned a blind eye to what Chip has felt? Not to mention Chip is the one who keeps trying.
I don't know if it's Lauren's personality or something. When his friend told him that Chip must be hurt, Lauren looked so undisturbed that I just feel sad for Chip.
It is a beautiful story. I just have this unsatifying feeling that keeps driving me to re-read the second half of the story. I can’t help but wish there were more of their loveydovey scenes. I understand this story is not the lovey dovey type. I just feel so sad how shiro has been struggling to finally accept being loved and cared for. It also bothers me a lot that he didn’t cherish himself and got bascially sexually abused. The cruelty of the plot is what makes it kinda deep, but I am just an emotionally frail child ╥﹏╥ Just be happy please
Personally enjoyed it quite a bit. It is certainly some quality work in terms of the storyline and its artistic styles. I was able to follow the plot fairly well probably thanks to some side note from the translator( thanks for the hard work!) also I grew up in a culture with many exposures to Japanese culture. I really like romance in ancient times. It brings up some unique atmosphere for me to savor. The chacraters are also well developed.
Shockingly good.......start is a bit cliche and boring with flat character development and a dumb uke. Later on I grew a liking to him......constantly having mixed feeling for the seme. Overall amazing story telling in BL standards. Definitely deserves more attention.