Hey guys, I need help finding a manga that I forgot to save and was like it'll turn up and well it hasn't lol.
Genre: School life, yaoi, romance
Anyways plot:
From what I can remember it's about 2 guys who are in love with each other but their families disagree and they're like I don't want to be with anyone else, so the ML shoots himself in the head first and the MC is like well I don't want to live in a world without my love :( and shoots himself too. Then it cuts to the "modern" day and they are students and the MC remembers the past life but only as a dream he goes to school but he's afraid of loud noises because well he not only shot himself but witnessed his lover shoot himself too. And they meet the MC AND ML but don't recognise each other because well different bodies duh. And the MC is really into cooking/baking
it's the red thread
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_red_thread/
i hope a love like her's NEVER finds me
Is that even love ?
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I mean she’s still trying to gaslight herself thinking that she’s in love with him