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I'm kinda confused. Wasn't the mc also "Amelia"?? Why is she talking about her other self like a different person? Okay I get it, maybe she feels distant OR wants to distant herself with her other self, but it lowk bugged me out when she was talking about her other world as if it wasn't her (。ŏ﹏ŏ) at first, she was talking normally, but then later down the line she started talking about "Amelia" as if she wasn't her... Idk maybe it's the translations??