this is all over the place
why is the author even pushing the love triangle when it's obvious from the get go that carsen is gonna be the ml, all they're doing is fucked up a character, the prince going from bad to worse, and erasing the third ml (if you can even call it that) existence like he wasn't ever there in the first place
and don't get me started on the sa which was so badly done and written i'm still confused to this day if it was really carsen lmao (it was clarified now but ??? it's weird ??? idk) and the sister is just annoying and useless
I'm also unsure if it really was carsen 'coz of how out of line it is with his current character. Moreover, the assaulter was wearing a uniform (I back read a bit) and carsen only started wearing one recently.....
I also saw this one comment on how maybe carsen was apologising for a diff thing and not the sa (maybe that time he kinda undressed the top part of maythan's clothing to expose the hickeys)
somehow this situation is very frustrating lmao
on one hand we have a bottom that have severe self worth issues and is a victim of abuse and blackmail that's dealing with things in his way (and you people should really stop blaming the victim ??) by not communicating and actually not dealing with it
which in the other hand shift the blame on the top when it is clearly not his fault ?? he established clear boundaries with the bottom who knew what he was going into but made all sort of communication mistakes cos of his abuse and trauma, the top ain't a fucking telepath, he could not know
i dunno, it's frustrating how it's done
i can't even enjoy the fact that we could have had a threesome since they were such stupid jerks and this chapter serves actually no purpose lmao