the thing is maybe he didn’t reach out to mc cuz he didn’t want to cross the boundaries mc drew, so it’s possible he did care but was “too considerate” of mc(?). they did finally communicate well for the first time and ml being like oh ‘i didn’t know he wanted to hear it directly’ gave me an impression that he really just didn’t know mc’s wants and needs(when two people’s love languages do not overlap it happens)??? mc struggled to speak up about it too so i can’t say it’s anyone’s fault. i’ll keep reading maybe the redemption will make it all worthwhile.
well maybe it’s too soon to say all that tbh but the plot is thickening and i really like it, the build up has been pretty good so far too. we just gotta hope it’ll continue being interesting with such tension whilst uncovering whatever mysteries there are.
i’ve come to a conclusion that yeowoon is on the aroace spectrum, it’s just a headcanon of course but from what we’ve been reading it seems like he never actually had interest in anybody in general(?). it’s a spectrum so it’s not unusual for him to feel attraction, just that it’s so rare, and for the first time in almost three decades lol. anyways i’m happy he’s finally rethinking everything, it must be difficult but he’ll get there eventually #trust.
I guess thats why I find him so relatable lol
We know he’s had girlfriends before and is not a virgin, so I assume he’s always thought himself just straight, but now Jigu is challenging the sexuality he thought he figured out in high school.
Though I think it’s the BL “only gay for this one person” type of trope. I swear it’s only because Jigu is good looking and Yeowoon’s a sucker for pretty faces (づ￣ ³￣)づ
I like to think it’s the opposite. just because I’ve seen that trope played out so many times I cannot count on all my fingers but I don’t think they’re it’s just this because the author is actually making us come up with theories and stuff about his sexuality and actually having a character question their sexuality and go through that rationalization of questioning and challenging and trying to understand why do I like this, do I like that, am I into this, and why is that? and most authors that use that trope wouldn’t go the extra mile of doing that add subtext!!! so I think the author isn’t using that typical troupe but just actually having a character properly figure out their sexuality in a way that’s relatable. I also know he’s lost his virginity so my rationality or conclusion/confirmation would be that he’s demisexual since he didn’t really feel any attraction whatsoever to a lot of the previous people that keep asking him out and he had girlfriends but none of them ended up to have a long lasting relationship. he has finally found a romantic attraction to that has made him feel something that he hasn’t felt before.
ohhh i agree with this i think so too
HOW ABOUT YOU CONFESS JIGU LAWD
lol no i think he'll get reject
well yes it’s about time the delusions stop
he's an idiot but I can't stomach it if he cry thats my child
found the rest but it’s not in english sob sob