
I want Fabian to be left alone and crying by the end. I want everyone to leave him one by one, all realizing they can't change what a disgusting person he is. I want them all to reach a point where they can't justify his actions anymore. He needs to break. I don't want a redemption ark for him. I want justice.

Spoiler alert....
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so the shield bearer leaves after this terrible joint dungeon.
Little Jeanie (ice mage) and April will join MC's group - April has to fake her death (Fabian tries to kill her when he finds out she wanted to leave him)
much later, Fabian male childhood friend and Fabian argue (fabian lie that April quit and returned to their hometown cause she was tired?- male childhood friend wanted to go and try to convince her to return. Fabian stops him, which worsens the fight)
.....eventually the male childhood friend gets fed up with Fabian and at the height of the fight kills Fabian.
but don't worry Fabian gets revived.... reasoning is a major spoiler related to the ending of the plot- not sure if you want to know the plot twist...

So, they never would have worked out anyway since they're both tops

I've seen a lot of relationships that haven't worked out because they both preferred one way. They have always ended up great friends, but it just wouldn't work out relationship wise. And their partners knew that they had tried to hook up in the past, but it didn't work out. The gay community is kinda small wherever you go, and you always know someone who knows someone else LOL It's a small world in the PNW

you're right btw, a lot of queer people and allies online claim it doesn't matter even thought it does in real life! sexual compatibility is important, even straight people know that lol
I have straight friends whose relationships didn't work out cause they had different sex drives (their sex drive was low and their partner's was high). I'm gay myself, and prefer to bottom. it's great if you're open for anything in the bedroom, but you cannot assume everyone is the same way

I mean, they arenāt defined by that alone but as a gay individual, sexual compatibility is definitely important. It would be like the equivalent of a man being into a woman but the woman is into pegging and heās not down for that. Sometimes it just doesnāt work out because of sexual preferences regardless of the sexuality of the individuals.

Cassis! Just TELL her that your father had people intercepting your letters. Tell her that your father stopped you from contacting her this whole time, and why you overthrew him. All you need to do is explain that none of it was your choice as a child. She'll forgive you if you just give her some semblance of a reason.
I honestly think that replying to each letter will heal both of your inner children. Just take that time to get closer with her again.
Gun play
I bet 100 that the gun is gonna be in his ass soon this shit is crazy
I wasn't expecting that... now if it isn't, I'm going to be terribly disappointed