Someone PLEASE give me the link of the novel version
I read it on AO3 years ago but idk whether it is still there or not..
Maybe you should check out the raws on booktoki.. Just paste the korean title.
Here:
https://booktoki465.com/novel/1752273?stx=%ED%8E%98%EC%9D%B4%EB%B0%B1
Now this right here was the Manhwa that actually got me into reading outside of just the the mangas of animes I was watching. It was messed up. I was 14. Was grieving already. And then I read this. Nevertheless it was an experience I don't think I'll ever be able forget and also not something I'd want to experience again. Will read more messed up work ok. But not this one. It touched me in some of my darkest times and got me addicted to reading and now after 5 years, I'm still readings Manhwas bcz this one got me addicted so yeh.