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MC can't even find true pure love from the show because she has to act as somebody else and as I read through all her interactions with the men she engaged with and say that to myself "Oh they suit each other! I think it's gonna be him" I forget that they only have interest in her because of the hopes and assumptions that she's Marriane.

What's more sadder is that because she has to impersonate as Marianne, I don't even remember her name anymore. Her OWN NAME.