aLil_Goofy want to read (All 66)
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I've finally caught up and read everything. This is my opinion and I'd appreciate it if anyone didn't try to argue with me over it but I just feel nothing but pity for all of them. I don't wish death upon them for what they've done to Yugeon or anything of the sort. I don't even feel hatred towards the Center who are antagonists (not the main villain but a clear enemy and problem) in this story. I just feel pity tbh. This is clear evidence from the Center's actions to the people creating a cult that this is a very possible mindset for people to have when facing something as haunting as anomalies and Almuten to me at least and I genuinely just wish that nightmare would end for them. They have to sacrifice their lives and constantly experience pain and fear going into those gates and seeing horrors to the point of going insane. I'm not saying in the slightest that their actions shouldn't have consequences and tbh I'm upset that they dragged Yugeon into said horrors and treated him the way they did. the Center and the 4 of them. But I just feel bad for all of them. One was treated like an experiment; basically was one tbh, one killed his sister who was a guide, one was driven to the point of literal insanity, and I'm feeling pretty confident saying that his psychic ability played a hand in that, and the 4th idrk aside from the fact that chan (forgot their names already damn so sorry if I'm wrong) was part of the Saliga-? unit and had to go through that training. I don't think it specified what was wrong with him that made him that way. It did not specify the psychic user either but it's pretty evident he's mentally unstable at a dangerous level and it's not even bc of a lack of guidance. Yugeon is also just fucked up as well. Before they even brought him in the way they treated him expedited that process tbh and his brother's death was the straw that broke the camel's back. I'm not wanting a romantic ending to this at all whatsoever. It just feels like one of those situations where Yugeon will be with him or them but will never truly forgive any of them and they're just with each other for each other's comfort and care if that makes sense idrk how to explain it well. Like they're choosing each to fall into the abyss and sink together and stay by each other's side accepting the pain they inflict on each other. This whole story imo plot aside is just a whirlwind of actions fueled by circumstances, PTSD/ trauma/ mental instability, rape, and manipulative tactics (examples of manipulation are when the commander used Yugeon's brother to bring him to Erewhon or when the Center used Yugeon to bring the commander to the portal or when the commander used "good job" stamps to let him see his brother. these are specifically the ones targeted at Yugeon but I'm pretty sure there are more cases of manipulation not regarding him like when the commander exposed the center to the public). I typed a lot sorry but I just used this as a means of wanting to put what I think out there as well as get my thoughts sorted as well. To make it clear though I don't like rape or the abuse they put Yugeon through. Like I said before there should be consequences for the actions they took regarding Yugeon and disregarding him. They all need serious help when this is all over.
I never read this manga nor do I really know the genres. Idek if its on this site or not. I saved it on tiktok and re-saved it so I can find them all. I have yet to find this one. All I know is that it's yaoi(?) or bl. It showed some scenes where the ml was in an accident and ended up in the hospital and I guess the other is death or a demon and instead of being afraid the ml grabs his hand and cuddles with it. His facial features is like covered with a mask (?) and it's similar's to the youtuber's copse husband mask. Just the teeth. It doesn't cover the side of his face just the mouth. Does this ring a bell to anyone?
I read this manga a lovely long time ago. I thought I had it saved in the list of it being read. I dont remember if it was finished or not. I know as well for a fact that two of the genres was yaoi and school life. It was about a relationship between the popular one and the one more feared. I know the feared one was a first year and they claimed he was a mad dog or a monster. The first year had helped the other get his things back in the cafeteria but took off and the other male lead wanted to thank him or confess his feelings. It was a nice wholesome experience. There was also people saying that the popular guy tamed the first year mad dog. I also know that their first meeting was where the lockers are at the school entrance. He was glaring at the other guy from on top of the lockers and when he hopped down the other male lead had said he was surprisingly fit or something similar to the lines of being athletic.
Oh my fucking god you're a life saver thank you. I'm pretty sure this is it. Thank you so much (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
You’re welcome (づ￣ ³￣)づ
Your majesty this is the one time I'm relying on you and expecting you to handle that. You better kill that fucker. Don't let me down and you better make it painful
Nah kill him very painfully slow until that disgusting fat bitch himself beg to die. Dont let all of us citizen of yaoiland down your majesty
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Real asf, I want him to cut that mfkers dick off slowly, then his fingers and then his head and carve rapist on his head and send it to his father