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so I'm finding the yaoi webtoon Author x Reader, the most iconic scene I remember is that they both lived on the same apartment and when that guy (the author) so many books he will dispose so then the other guy saw the books and look that it he's favourite authors book where he said in the few chapters that the books are where he gets he's will to live. Idk I don't remember their faces anymore it's like ages ago I read them idk if it's done or what