
i don't mind that he gets a happy ending w/ his step brother they both deserve eo anyways since they aren't exactly the best people BUT what bothers is the fact that we DIDNT GET TO SEE SEUNGHO ACTUALLY PAY FOR WHAT HE DID
HE DEADASS COMMITTED ATTEMPTED MURDER AND ORDERED OR ENABLED PPL TO COMMIT MURDER i mean he should spend at least spend a few years in jail or a mental health institutde or sumthin AND THEN GET HIS HAPPY ENDING
it just feels so wrong that EVERYTHING IS FORGIVEN WHEN HE HASNT EVEN ACTUALLY PAID FOR HIS CRIMES AND FELT APOLOGETIC AND REMORSE OVER THE SHIT THAT HE DID

this manga gave me a fucking whiplash to the point that idek if i like or dislike the story
i do love the cop's character development tho. im proud that he was able to admit that he has issues and went to therapy to resolve those issues and become a better person. it was also nice that we got to see a bisexual character (who knows and accepts his sexuality) end up w/ a woman in bc it really shows that even if one ends up w/ the opposite sex doesnt necessarily that one is straight so YAY FOR BISEXUAL REPRESENTATION

fuck i swear ever since the first chap i already had a feeling that i was going to hate him throughout the entire story and well my feeling WAS RIGHT. it's so disgusting how he treats eunwoo he DEADASS DESERVES SO MUCH BETTER. it's so frustrating how he ends up with a piece of shit when he couldve been with GOLD (VP) well at least tae ho acknowledges that he's trash,,, im just really sad for the vp bc to me it feels like he genuinely had/has feelings for eunwoo and absolutely respects him unlike that fucking trash
ok tae ho was basically like "i wanna keep you alive bc i like u but im not willing to die for u yet so im just gonna keep on hurting u and not allow u to be close to anyone else but me" bruh the SELFISHNESS like im pretty sure u couldve still protected him w/o making him suffer so much tho

okay,,,,,,, can i just say but seeing them talk about the possibility of adopting & raising a child made me extremely happy bc most bls ive read they at least one of the leads would always say "but i can't give you a child" or "i can't give you a family" everytime i see that it makes me wanna facepalm bc bruh adoption exists and also u dont need a child to be a family thats why this manga is such A BREATH OF FRESH AIR !!!!
not only did they talk about adoption they also ACKNOWLEDGED THAT THEY'RE A FAMILY JUST THE WAY THEY ARE AND ALSO REGISTERED THEIR PARTNERSHIP WHICH IS SOMETHING I HAVE NOT SEEN IN A SINGLE BL THAT IVE READ & IM JUST WOW I LUV THEM
i also love how theyre families and friends know about them and they ended up being more open about their relationship. it's just SO HEALTHY I LUV IT IT MAKES ME WANNA CRI

ohhhh i see wtf :( so as long as they're a couple they really can't adopt even if it's only one of them who will do it? or is it just really just not a norm/allowed for an lgbt individual to adopt?
yea i kinda got that the partnership doesn't really serve any legal recognition it's really more of just a certificate :((

Here is the Wikipedia entry for same sex adoption in Japan:
“ Same-sex couples are not allowed to legally adopt in Japan. Lesbian couples and single women are unable to access IVF and artificial insemination.
In April 2017, Osaka officially recognised a same-sex couple as foster parents, making it the first such case in Japan.”
It’s really unfortunate, but I’m hoping that further strides can be taken for lgbt+ rights in Japan!

here is a rough summary translations of chapters 9 to 10 that i found: https://iluvfksy.tumblr.com/post/131482028812/translationrough-summary-endou-kun-no-jikken
this will at least help us understand what's happening in the chapters, even if it's not detailed!!

i feel so disappointed and disgusted that they fucking allowed that to happen to iwaki's son it's just so sickening who tf just agrees to have their son fucking rape this is just so fucking messed up and the fact that katou tells shou that something like that needs to be done to him in order for him to be looked up to is just fucking mental
how is it that not a single abuser/bully in this story suffered the consequences of their actions ?!!!?! i get that in real life most abusers get away with it but it’s still so frustrating that there was NOT a single abuser in this story who suffered so much esp minwoo and the teacher who sa-ed cirrus
I think this story is more focused on the healing aspect of abuse…like how these ultimately characters didn’t let their abusers define them
ohhhh when you put it that way, it does make sense why the author didn’t focus on the punishment of the abusers. in terms of the healing aspect, i liked seeing the growth of the leads.
i think for me i’m just into stories that have some poetic justice in them because, as i said, in real life most abusers get away with it so, even if it’s only fiction, it would still feel somewhat satisfying to see them suffer
also, there’s the fact that i binged read this story just the other night HAHAH i guess that’s why i “cannot” move on for cirrus and skylar bc their back stories are still so fresh to me so the hatred and anger for the abusive characters are fresh as well