I had a lucid dream again today...As far as I remember, it started with a memory where my cousins and I were sitting on a ship. Suddenly I became aware that it was a dream, but I couldn't control it like before i did, so I decided to go with the flow.
Our ship started flying, so I imagined an island, and the ship crashed there I wanted to tell the people in my dream that it was just a dream to see their reaction but I woke up before I could do that. (Lemme know if you have done it)
One thing I noticed was that even though I knew it was just a dream, all the unreal things happening ike the ship flying, felt completely normal to me also I was trying hard to not to wake up
I say idc about whatever others think of me but i actually do give fuck ◉‿◉ the next moment I step outside i feel so fucking ugly, feels like everyone can notice my fawls... I know I'm not that bad but idk my self esteem getting lower and social anxiety is making it worse