
Basically "I'm glad every choice I made led me back to you"...EXCUSE ME?!(╯°Д °)╯╧╧
You could have CHOSEN him FOR REAL whenever you wanted to, but you wanted to taste your past one last time to make sure.
UGH, I hate cheaters. I guess this story is meant to be about redemption. But that one conversation after they went to the shaman just sounded like validating the reason for the cheating. Just, no.
Definitely a one time read. If you want to see one sided pinning for 80+ chapters, then they get together and you think it's gonna be alright, then he cheats one last time, then they get right back together because our man is too good for him, then in the end "yeah I suck as a boyfriend and I like to cause you to get anxious sometimes because it turns me on, but I know you'll love me anyway ♡"
(︶︿︶)=凸
At the end of the day, this is fiction and I could've walked away at any point but I had to finish it. I just can't believe it has such a high rating.

I mean, props to our seme for the dedication. This was a hard read, very triggering. The revenge on the evil people was nice to see. I wish it hadn't taken, what? 14 years he said? That's such a long time, but I guess the author was going for a bit of realism. So. Much. Suffering. It breaks my heart. The HEA was so well deserved.
I actually don't know what to rate this one. Half of me wants to give it a 0 because I hate rape. The other half wants me to give it a solid 4 stars. So, in the end, I'll just leave it blank.
...I definitely won't be re-reading this any time soon.
I'm glad I let this marinate for 4 years (๑❛ᴗ❛๑)