Lanzhou's Favorite

I don’t really get the comments… you all make it sound like reading it is such a bad experience, that you don’t feel good reading it and even want the male lead to die, so why are you insisting on reading it? you know the male lead won’t die, and more than this, he is the love interest of the main character and it won’t change. Most of this comments are posted even before i get to read the update, which means that although you hate it, you’re camping on it, even more so than those who actually enjoys it and are mature enough to admit it. This is fiction. Omegaverse doesn’t exist, male cisgender pregnancy also don’t exist and those characters are just a bunch of pixels on your screen, you don’t need to be inconvenient about someone’s work just to make sure you’re proving your morals, because camping here and actively reading and engaging with it while downgrading the authors work won’t make you look like you’re not enjoying it. If expressing how much you hate a piece of someone’s work is your way to be able to engage with it within communities may you should try for another approach because it only makes you sound immature and not even old enough to be reading this.

I know I’m in the minority and don’t get me wrong this would NEVER fly in real life… but I do like that Caesar is crazy, lmao. Their love was always toxic. This translation is kind of shitty but did Leewon really break up with him or was it just him saying stuff to say stuff cause they were fighting?

After rereading, both of them have flaws n traumas tbh.
Lee doesn't want marriage and is scared of commitment because he grew up seeing his mom sacrificed so much for love just to be abandoned and left alone. But he has lots of love to give (take from his mom), can be seen through how he cares about morality, justice and well being of other people. BUT again, he always has 1 foot out whenever he's in romantic relationships, always expecting to leave right away.
Caesa, he literally raised himself lmfao. Imagine born rich but your mom was just a tool to give birth and for political power then she's just non existence to you. Then your dad let you fetch and raise yourself your whole life as a test because he only sees you as a successor and a tool to maintain bloodline n generational power. He was literally only taught to kill and be a perfect mafia, NOT TO BE A HUMAN. So Lee coming to his life, the 1st genuine person ever to him, he's scared of losing him because in his world, what's the % that he'd be able to meet someone like Lee again? And he obviously can see how avoiding Lee can be so he wants more commitment with him as much as possible.
And you can see a change here, before Caese would hurt Lee physically to keep him by his side, now, he rather hurt himself so he can keep him using psychological manipulation cz he doesn't want to see him get hurt.

oh to have a man obsess over you like caesar<3 i'd most likely die but like<333 i love unshakably loyal men, both green and red