
ALSO LASTLY I LIKED KARIS AND SIHAN, their dynamic was cute and I love how assertive karis is. tho I was really hoping to see more development from them and how'd they'd actually deal with sihans issue of being paranoid abt karis' safety because yeah karis is understanding now but if that keeps going on, it wouldn't be fair to expect him to understand all the time, sihan also has to understand karis' point of view and heal.

i feel so conflicted abt christoph, he's SO tragic it hurts to think abt it. nothing in his life was ever under his control, even at the end, a whole chapter of his life was just erased without his consent and he'll never know that. there's such a painful emptiness abt him, both before and after the memory erasure and the artist conveyed that well with his demeanor. i know ryan did everything so chris wouldn't be miserable abt his death and blame himself but is that really fair? to make such a big decision for him instead of letting him make his own path? like kyon said, not being able to grieve for a loved one who was there with you for so long is sadder than losing them. but i guess you could sort of count this as his 'punishment' for being involved in the killing of the selviors and ryan. overall i now have existential crisis cause of the morality of this situation. HOWEVER I like this story because it's not a perfect, happily ever after ending. rather it's realistic even while being fantasy, it's not the generic "it's possible to have long life spans in this world so everyone lives and everyone gets a happy ending regardless of the circumstances."

these alphas need to be put down, I'm looking at YOU, the creature with rei's uncle. also sena's uncle, an omega should shoot him in the head and blow his brains out. These bastards have such regressive way of thinking. and the omegas need therapy and to realize being an omega/bottom doesn't make you dirty. seriously disgusts me when these mfs say shit like "I'm becoming an omega (or woman in non omegaverse, EW KEEP WOMEN OUTTA YOUR MOUTHS)" while getting fucked as if that's the only thing they exist for.
okay for real this has easily become my favorite bl manga THIS IS A WORK OF ART! these kind of stories make me want to get hit by a truck and get transported into another world. i love how intelligent and capable sei is and how everyone around him slowly falls in love with this seemingly gloomy workaholic and his ideas, and THE WORLDBUILDING IS PEAK! oh how i wish i could experience it as sei the best part is the slow burn, im so glad we're seeing them fall in love gradually instead of rushing the romance. ARESH THE MAN U ARE! MAY THIS LOVE ATTACK ME, MAY I GET ISEKAID AND FALL INTO THE ARMS OF A MAN LIKE THAT! I will be buying the physical copies one day trust!! 5stars aren't enough for how much I love this