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:p Let me preface this with no, I'm not all here, but whatever is left is excited to be here.

ISO -- Romance and suicidal ideation / suicide
I love, love, love me some good suicidal FMs and MLs in romance, but I've unfortunately read all I can find with the tropes where the MC who is suicidal tries to die (OR!!! gets hurt by their own will or anothers) and the love interest just gets emotionally wrecked. The more soul crushing the better (๑•ㅂ•)و✧ I'm looking for any suggestions y'all have which has those themes :) Thanks in advance my lovlies!