
“ WILL HE SHOW UP IF I WISH A HUNDRED TIMES?”
Okay this is totally unrelated to the manhwa. But its something im going through rn. I developed a crush on one of my friend’s friend I met at a house party last year. When i met him for the second time, we were drunk and shared some moments. We were holding hands as he rested on my shoulders. We went to the terrace, gazed at stars and talked for a while. Im a hopeless romantic and the little things make me fold. Ik he was not in the place to be in a relationship and he was talking to his ex back then. Even after knowing that i still confessed because i wanted to get some closure. He lived in a different state so he left. I was miserable but i got through it. I met him again a few days ago, i thought i was over him and nothing really happened. He left again. But we ended up meeting again yesterday. I would have been fine if we maintained some distance. We started watching his favourite show with our faces so close to each other, it was diabolical. Here is when it all came crashing down…I don’t remember the context of the conversation but HE CALLED ME A GOOD GIRL AND PATTED MY HEAD (in a deep voice). I was literally a samsung z flip phone with a million butterflies as my wallpaper. Then we held hands for a long time (/TДT)/ he kept playing with my fingers ╥﹏╥ LORD IM NOT YOUR STRONGEST SOLDIER. We talked all night. We were literally glued to each other. I have never felt that comfortable being so physically close to a man before…. And he left again. The mutual friend said ill never see him again and that was a gut punch. So now I am back to square one…being miserable AGAIN. and i keep wishing to meet him again.
Being down bad for a man was not on my bingo card but here we are ┗( T﹏T )┛

Mmm be may like you but it seems like he’s got bigger things going in his life and that may be why he hasn’t initiated a relationship or he’s playing with you since you seem to wear your heart on your sleeve some guys will do these things because they like the relationship you give them without the actual status but i hope he likes you and is working on himself before confessing ! Fighting (๑•ㅂ•)و✧

Me reading this knowing everything is about to go down (⊙…⊙ )

Major major major spoilers coming from someone with a goldfish memory (so no details)
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I read this in a comment
So uke has suffered ALOT in his *past life*, from being scrapegoat for his “family’s” wrongdoings to getting brutally and violently r0ped by the seme’s brother. And seme when he encounters uke with so much bruising and hickeys, he accuses him of sleeping around, so seme r0pes him (i think he imprints him against his will, not sure). Before this seme was being very very very distant with him, so added to this uke is very depressed and unali~ves himself. In the second life all the memories rush in, and uke breaks up with seme. There is a “happy ending”, so they do get back together.
How are we back to square one
Does this loser really think with the rod stuck in his pants all the damn time.