I watched anime over youtube at the time (I was just begininng to get into it lmao) and accidentaly stumbled upon a shounen ai anime. I had no idea what it actually was; my sister noticed me watching and was like "are you watching yoai?" at the time I'm like "what the fuck is yaoi lmao?" little did I know finding out the answer would lead me to cri...... reply
I honestly don't have any good advice cause I, myself, am feeling like absolute shit. But if nothing, just know you're not alone
(I look at dank memes to get my mind off of crappy voices in my head, maybr try that?) reply
did break old habits
