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I should have waited, I knew I should have waited T.T

Thank you MC for waking up before it was too late, I mean you lost a rare truly good guy but fortunately you get out before your life, integrity and mental heath was permanently damaged
I admit I saw the end before reading it, I couldn't keep up thinking it was going to be one of those stories when a girl lost her innocence and life all together and the end would be just a pit with her losing everything, with nothing solved in her life
In the end it was a good take about losing your innocence or better losing a idol, yes MC is a adult but she did held up to her innocence to the point of ignorance, as many young adults who dream of a big city and look up to idols, a big city is just another city with her downs and ups can or can not be for you, and Instagram in special is a place to put pretty photos, Jeju was a good person in the end gladly but just a person, and MC needed to see for herself to snap out of her illusions as well as she needed to change cities to see a city is just a city
Famous people mainly the ones who sell a certain lifestyle and Asian idols are not their characters, they sell you a image, the artist behind it is a person like any other, is their job to perform and keep both who they are as a person and their job separated (not that who their are doesn't show in their work quite the opposite, this is the beauty of art, but a commercial art are managed by a commercial team for commercial means not always what we liked about a idol come from the person acting, the company, one of the many manegers, their teachers, screen writers, advisors, mainly their investors they all have a say in everything, if they think showing shyness by covering your smile is a good move so thats how the art will smile)

Well it was very cute and fun story, even I rating the het view where one of the characters is just so unsexy, like fortunately I liked the MC she is consistent, a truly fun and good person(not a saint or a child in a woman's body) and she is really pretty too but author point of view managed to draw her to be so plain, like the pool scene it was supposed to be a sexy scene for her but the sexiest part was her under blouse showing? Like really you just needed to make her clothes stick to her curves more
About the plot I liked it but I found the "destiny" think so exaggerated, like that their parents meet and her mother save him was cute but even the kidnapping? Maybe it wouldn't have bothered me so much if they didn't make such a big fuss about " THIS IS FATE AND I LOVE YOU" like mentioning it and he tearing up a bit and saying "you were always the woman for me" or even mentioning it like "we are fated so why would brother and purple sis not be?" Wouldn't be so cringe
well at this point I was already shipping them and wishing everyone their happy ending so it wasn't so bad, the author made a fluffy story sinse the beginning and it was consistent with it, I am just a unromantic person lashing out my troughs