Chapter 40 that I read is a very poor translation, so I might not get it right but, it seems that Kyon did not commit suicide, Ryan or the girl (I dont remember her name) appear to have controlled his mind and ordered him to do so
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SPOILER ALERT Chapter 40 that I read is a very poor translation, so...