
Finally! It's about time the story addresses Takamada's wicked side. Even if he doesn't act on it, it should be mentioned occasionally since it's a part of who he is. It wouldn't make sense for his behavior to change so abruptly without any remnants of his past self. The story wouldn't be coherent, no matter how dark it gets.
And at least now he’s genuinely trying to control himself.

not the black haired man crying and saying “what did i DO to deserve this?” like holy shit bro are you for real??
honestly i don’t mind him crying but the self-pity is infuriating asf. him regretting is one thing but acting like a victim? bro you have done literally every immoral and harmful thing to jihyuk and you still have the audacity to say “what did i do to deserve this?”
brooo this pisses me off. both alpha and omega suck. but the alpha is way more insufferable. every thing he did, the self pity, oh god. as much as i hate how manipulative the omega at least he’s nice to jihyuk.
They're actuallly both equally insufferable. Both are rapists. One is a malicious manipulator on top of being a rapist i.e. the omega. So because the omega has had a chance to be nice, he's suddenly better? And what happens then, when the alpha gets his own chance to be nice to the beta?