The last part reminded me of that song "would you fall in love with me again" from an epic musical, I swear it started playing in my head while im reading the flashbacks
IKR. He's been trying to get back with hime even without his memories. He's still looking for him. But omgg an epic fan (it was rare for me to find a fan)
I already re read it because i got lost in i think chapter 150, and its still not finish i wished i could've wait but i kept getting spoilers so i ended up reading it from the start( ̄∇ ̄")
Its like i understand the plot but at the same time i don't