why all the hate??? this manwha is actually so good rn,, if y'all think jaewon is bad then I'm afraid you don't like 95% of BL cuz he's by far one of the nicest "mean" tops out there. he respects eunho and actually gives a shit about whether he's hurting him and considers what's best for him instead of being selfish
i think volume 3 is the best one so far!! monji felt a lot more relatable and less annoying especially with him accepting the relationship but still being afraid to come out. their relationship overall felt a lot more real this time around and we really got to see their cute sides!! i also feel that they felt more mature in this volume which i love and appreciate so much
i think chapter 15 onward i was just sobbing while reading. ever since the start, this manga just made me cry so much. I'm not even sure i can describe my feelings as sadness. it was just a crash of emotions and the only response my body could give was so cry. and oh boy cry i did! i feel like applying morality to this story isn't fair because ot was always about "demons" and these are creatures famously known to be "bad". d was the best of the demons, and he famously ran a brothel.
makoto is a mixed case for me because as much and i love his character, i found it difficult to sympathize with him volume 2 onwards. he was just an awful "person" to everyone around him that it was a bit hard to root for him. johnathan, while awful, really made me feel for him towards the end. favorite character here was kieran. i just love him i can't concretely explain why i just do. fjord was cool but i had my moments of liking and disliking him as the story progressed.
i feel like makoto wanting to destroy johnathan, while understandable, came a bit out of nowhere? its one of the parts that confused me a bit while reading as well as makoto's manipulative personality from the get-go. it felt a bit random but still, even with my nitpicks this is an all time favorite for me!!! the art was amazing, the story was phenomenal, everything about it felt like genuine art
sobbing uncontrollably oh my god this was absolutely beautiful in the most heart wrenching way possible. harada you horrible genius!!! i cannot describe how this left me feeling im too much of a wreck right now wowza