
I know people are annoyed with Nemu’s insecurities but you’re forgetting a couple of things-
1) he was bullied, raped and blackmailed by Maya. Yes, he fell for him but which Stockholm victim doesn’t ?
2) he’s never been in a relationship
3) he adolizes Maya and believes that he deserves better than him.
4) Maya is very happy and likes to work with Ruka. Ruka-the person who is mature, “cool” and mature enough to mess with the feelings and naive behavior of Nemu.
5) when opportunity came, Maya always chose Ruka. Even left Nemu in the middle of the night after sex and got pissed off about it when Nemu asked him about it! Even an idiot like Nemu knew this isn’t right.
Yes, Maya got kicked out of his house for loving Nemu. Yes, he is working hard for him and Nemu. Yes he now tells Nemu that he loves him but then look at the situation in which he did it. Both are very immature with insecurities and different perspectives. Ruka isn’t the only reason why they get in this type of drama. This relationship did not start in a healthy way. Right now it looks more in Nemu’s eyes that Maya’s priority is Ruka than him. Ruka’s words are being manifested by Maya’s actions. You can’t blame Nemu for that.

So I just realized that this whole time I had this story included on the manga that I’ve been buying so guess what?!!!!!! It’s a beautiful ending

Well it says that it has 7 volumes. I think this is the end of it cause it doesn’t say “to be continued” on the pages like the previous ones. https://bunny26k.tumblr.com/post/182698414499

So please answer me this.....through this whole time something’s been bothering me... Did Nakara or whatever his name is ever cared for Atsuya? It still bothers me that Kanou is the one he actually cares about! It pisses me off!!!! I mean Atsuya is happy now and what not and he’s a good man, but I didn’t like this.

Yeah, he genuinely cared, but not as strongly or compellingly as for Kanou. He was special enough for Nakura to have him live with him, and, when Atsuya left, to make sure he was provided for with the bar and continuously looked after by Ryuu (although Atsuya didn't realise that at the time).
However, his way of being in a relationship was completely dysfunctional. Although he cared for Atsuya, it wasn't strongly enough for Atsuya's love to really get through to him and make a difference. On top of that, Atsuya's own issues and personality meant that he couldn't survive and fight for himself in that kind of relationship, instead it started to break him.
Atsuya himself reflected that Kanou's personality meant that he dealt with a similar situation completely differently to how Atsuya did. That, at the fact that Nakura is clearly more attached to Kanou from the start meant that Kanou has been able to connect more effectively.
But, yeah, he certainly didn't treat Atsuya well.

I can't remember how many times I read this ... But I think nakura did love atsuya as atsuya did ... But they coulnt live together because of that nakura leave so much mony so atsuya open his bar in opposite atsuya waited for him or exactly to chase him to take his mony bake though he didn't and send ryu to take care of him. Though they couldn't be together I think it was one of the purest love I see in manga and I really did like it how many times I read
What just happened? !