Mimori-chan's Manga

I love strong FLs. I love weak FLs. I don't love weak FLs who act strong and only cause more burden to the people around them. Soru was weak and helpless from the beginning and wanted to be of help. I loved that part of her. But now she's become a self sacrificing mary sue who cries at every ant being crushed as if humanity itself will die if not for her tears. People have repeatedly told her to not do things..and I'd like to believe she understands..but nooooo... miss crybaby is suicidal at this point. Why does she willingly bring torture to herself?