beta
… I’m confused if the bottom likes it or doesn’t? You love him- but you can’t handle daily sex- understandable. You love him- but you don’t wanna kiss in your friends bathroom- okay I get it. But then just tell him—don't have your friends tell him you don’t wanna be “held down” by a relationship and confuse the top and then run away. Then on top of that be jealous a girl is running after your man. The top is very possessive and the sex is 140% but he needs to drop it to a 80-90%. But the bottom isn’t really communicating.