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I mean, when did you stop reading? Like what happened when you last read? Lol. I feel like we’d give a bunch of spoilers away. But I can do that if you don’t care

Well, it was a really long time ago - the last scene i remember was a scene in the bathroom? the seme made him do something and he didn’t like it.. and the art style changed from a chapter to another like suddenly BUT pls spoil me

Tbh I don’t know that exact scene (the only one I can think of similar to that is the seme trying to push the uke to his limits, which included being in the bathroom as well)

ANYWAYS, the uke just wants more and more pain. He wants the seme to really hurt him and be forceful, but the seme has more limits than the uke. He doesn’t feel comfortable pushing him as far at the uke wants. Eventually (like I mentioned above) he tries to really push the uke and hurt him to get the uke to say the safe word so they can officially stop. The uke obviously doesn’t say the safe word and ends up in the hospital. The seme feels a lot of guilt for what he did, but the uke basically told him it was great, which pissed the seme off because he doesn’t understand why the uke doesn’t get how dangerous it is. So they basically “break up”. Although seme told uke to stay away from the bar (and especially the bartender), the uke finds out that the seme was still going there.

The uke then goes to the bar in hopes of getting laid by someone who will of course be rough with him (he finally get to go in that secret room in the bar). But even in there, no one will be as rough as he truly wants. Eventually the bartender invited him to a gathering and he goes. When he shows up, something seems off. Essentially, he ends up being drugged and gang raped by the bartender and the guys at that place he went to. Police show up and arrest them. The seme also shows up. Apparently Seme is a prosecutor and has been investigating the bar/the bartender for drug related crimes and that’s the only reason he was even ever at that bar.. That’s why he kept telling the uke to stay away, because he knew he was dangeorus. Uke goes to the hospital and also goes under investigation because they want to know if he’s part of their criminal activity. He keeps saying he was a victim but they keep pressing the fact that drugs were found in his system. The seme gets mad at one point during the investigation and yells at the uke because the seme had to watch camera footage of what happened to him. So on and so forth, Uke is I think put into witness protection and ends up living with the seme (who, again, is a prosecutor). The seme is acting like a total bitch towards the uke while they live together (although that just changed with the most recent chapter)

TLDR: seme and uke “break up” after seme can’t stand that the uke is into such dangerous play. Uke gets SA by bartender dude and people he knows. Uke finds out that seme is a prosecutor who has been investigating the bar/bartender for drug related crimes, and finds Uke at the scene where he was SA. Uke is interrogated for possibly being involved with the drugs and possibly being there by “choice”. He ends up in witness protection and is living with the seme now. Seme is acting like a bitch while they live together but suddenly changed in the most recent chapter

My mouth is on the floor… thank you for thanking time to write all that and explain everything to me so well. I got chills when I read that he ended up in the hospital because of their play, the uke is crazy???? Like I’m not judging what likes because if he likes that and is okay with it…. But still, he’s crazy.. but also the seme now being mean to him I don’t know if i really wanna read it and the rape part, that’s really sad omg

Yeah, he's not the nicest, but if you've never been in love and all your exes were girls, and then suddenly you fall for a guy, I don't think it's that easy to deal with. The world can be super judgmental. And honestly, Sarah's not exactly a sweetheart either. She keeps pushing Asa into this relationship even though he's told her multiple times he does not have feelings for her (yeah he tells her yet). Plus, she's moving far away for school. It's not smart for her to jump into a long-distance thing, especially with someone who isn't even sure how he feels about her. And then now the sex thing.. And then she tries to butt into her brother's relationship too.

I must disagree.
From my point of view, he is really anxious about what to do. He was never in love. The person he is in love has forbidden him from hurting Sarah, so he needs to figure out, what to do. How to end the situationship, without hurting her.
Saying she looks pretty is because he's nice and friendly. She would make a great girlfriend.. of course, she would be great, if he didn't already fall for someone else. Seems like he thinks if he wasn't in love with someone, he could be with her and maybe fall in love, like he always wanted.
And the sex part.. were we reading the same comic? SHE wants to have sex with him. Maybe she thinks he could fall for her, if they get physical. I don't see him thinking that. At the mention of sex, he thinks of the one person he likes.

About the sex part, this is what he thought — “ sex has never made me nervous, that’s not what’s bothering me or maybe i should think about it from a different angle. maybe i could fall in love with her after all? maybe this is all just a weird start to what could be a wonderful relationship in the end.” that’s the part i was referring to when i mentioned that on my comment. and i agree with you and the comment above on some things but why say all that, that he’s pretty and stuff when he’s trying to end things? why make her believe that maybe he will be able to fall in love with her? i don’t know how to express what I really wanna say about this story but i understand your side and Asa's confusion but he’s not being correct

Sorry, I must have missed that part. You're right, it does sounds that way..

I just resonate with him about having hard time falling in love. For me, I think if other person likes me and pursues me, it's more of their problem than mine. I told them I'm not sure and if they still want to be with me, it's at their own risk.. it's not nice, but at least I'm not flirting around and igniting feelings I cannot reciprocate. Will I hurt someone? Probably. But they knew that and still decided to risk it. If I intentionally made someone fall for me (I went for them first) and knew I can't reciprocate, then I'll be the AH. If they go for me.. I might end up liking them. I might not. Still, I didn't "force" them to like me..

But yeah, that's just my way of making myself fell less bad.

Hopefully he'll be able to reject her properly. I'm actually really curious who's gonna tell Sarah first. Will it be Aurora, Asa or Jules?

They only really have sex with each other in the manhwa. Theres just like 2 scenes near the beginning where seme is fully clothed shoving a sex toy into another guy, but it's like 1 panel and seme is clearly not into it.

oh really?? from the comments i though he was having sex with other ppl all the time gonna give him a chance then, thank u <3

There is mentioning of the seme's past which is promiscuous, but we don't really see any of it. Id say def worth the read!