Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh feed me the cuteness of their future mother-son relationship ~~~~~!!!!!!! I must seeeeee it!!!!
Well call me a fuckin flap jack cuz I just got flipped! Like dammnnn.
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Firstly I’d like to state I’m not happy I read this story. I feel really fucked up and I’m crying cuz of this shit. It really really hurt. So I just need to talk...
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In all honesty, Yul was a fucked up character and Sian in no way should have had to have his feelings pushed onto her. Her life up till the end was just so shitty, and some many people were so shitty towards her when she never deserved anything being thrown at her. Especially the comments made by her mother. Yul & her mother have probably traumatized her so badly I doubt she’ll ever really be able to let all those memories go. The last chapter was good cuz it felt like Sian could be happy for once. BUT I wasn’t happy!!!! I was fucking sad! Not cuz she was happy, she deserves to be! I was sad about damn Fucking Yul. In no way does Sian need to forgive him, even tho she said she did I think it was more she was just so overwhelmed and tired, so she told him that to get him off her case. I’m just so damn sad about the end. I truly wish Yul could’ve had a happy ending as well. I pity him(Not his actions). Sian was a drug, one that made him feel better, the only thing that made him feel better. But he hurt her so much and while doing so he hurt himself. Sian was so “forgiving” towards him in the fact that she didn’t want him to die(plus probably would’ve been even more traumatizing for her) or put him away forever. But I just... I just... I don’t even know. I just feel bad. I also feel I shouldn’t feel any pity for him but I do and these r just my feelings. I believe people should be allowed to have mixed feelings on things and these r mine. If you’ve decided to read this, firstly, hello. Secondly, if u disagree with me feeling pity for Yul I can understand. He was not a good person. I just don’t think he was evil either. So, well, that’s all.
I haven’t read the novel or anything but I can’t wait till they meet ~ I feel positive about their meeting!
...I’m not gonna cry... but I’m super happy for them!