
so i decided to read it again after getting pissed off when doyeon got introduced but uhh can we ignore this sequel even exists LMFAOOOOOOOOO unnecessary drama and characters? sign me OUT

hmmm honestly true. it was all very unnecessary and predictable. reminded of many bl stories out there. but i was here for the vibes in chapters without that doyeon or whatever his name was. i will stick around for the next season tbh, where will be everything HOPEFULLY resolved and those two can finally concentrate on each other again. but idk. enough with all the drama!!!

im in sooo much pain... vol4 ended off in the worst way possible... Basically they slept together but Akira was so distant about it all.. Like he definitely loves Al but not in the same way aa he makes me so sad he's just not used to affection and love... And then right as they were gonna go back to Japan Akira freezes him and gives him to Kiev to take care of. I know he just wants the best for him and they'll ultimately live different lives, but oooh man why!!!! Don't abandon him T_T... I have no idea whats gonna happen next... I kinda hope Al and Akira step back a bit? I theorize a timeskip will happen but Al is pretty stubborn so maybe he'll try to convince Kiev to bring him back to Japan. I cant wait anymore nooo T_T

Seriously can someone give any spoilers of the end theres been a recent update from the raws and I cant find anything about the rest of the novel T_T

Spoiler
They will get back together and flee with the baby, from that place. MC does get shot in the place of ML to prove his love for him but he gets saved. On the way, he keeps mumbling about all the things he has regretted doing while injured. He asked why ML didn't go see him on the stage and bring him flowers (as we see the imagination of MC in the first chapter) which made ML feel more guilty. ML finds out MC actually did send him letters but they got confiscated by the military and MC was later put into jail which we've already seen.
They start a new life at a new place. The girl working for MC as the baby's nanny gets married to ML's brother/friend (the long haired guy). ML got a huge collection of liquor and MC starts working as a dancer for another company. But ML found it agonizing to be apart from him all the time. It took away too much time from them which they could've spent being together. ML then buys a Camera that could film silent videos of MC dancing on the stage. Each of those cameras cost as much as a big mansion or a factory or something, considering the technological advancement of that time. But ML was more focused on saving MC's time and health.
ML finally got the chance of giving MC a bouquet of flower while he was dancing on the stage in the empty hallroom. They kiss on the stage and they romantic interaction gets unintentionally captured by the vintage camera and stays as a historical evidence of their love.

It's okay. Thank you. (●'◡'●)ノ
Oh, and the lady who was engaged to ML also gets her happy ending. She gets to marry someone who looks like ML aka her ideal type.
The ML and MC grew old together and there's actually more to the story but it might make you a bit sad and ruin the perfect happy ending you’ve just pictured just now.
life is sooo back