Yeah sure its just that . Also i really do feel he has retained his feelings or some memory with his past self too and i really wonder if he has regrets or if he ever wanted to choose our guide boy seeing now that our guide actually faced a-lot of hardships and dealt with them on his own or the only way he felt would be the best outlet and even when he was choked he never complained not showed he was scared. I feel ML had gained a deeper fondness for him realizing it wasnt cus he was being denied guide it just he already had alot on his plate.