I came to realize sometime around 21 that I am actually asexual, but throughout my high school years I struggled with that thought. I wanted a boyfriend for the sake of having one, not because I really feel the need to have one. I would look at other girls and their interactions with the guys and would think "what are they doing that I'm not?" And......
2018-07-23 09:21 marked
I realized that I'm alone since forever and people dont't have to support me all the time because they're simply not obliged. At the same I also realized that I have to find my strenght myself and don't know how to do.
2018-03-23 16:17 marked
Friends had boyfriends, I had none