
I do get the point that ml “loves” because in a twisted sense at some point he did, now it’s more fueled with possessiveness and lunacy. ML didn’t want him to kill because once he’s dead MC would have no lingering attachments and would just kill himself. But, what is complete bullshit, is abusing him and raping him nonstop. What part of that is necessary? Like MC said you wouldn’t possibly do that to someone you loved
And I know we aren’t even at the worst part yet